1. Kelebihan Solat Tarawih Malam Pertama
Diampuni dosa orang-orang yang beriman sebagaimana keadaannya baru dilahirkan.
2. Kelebihan Solat Tarawih Malam Kedua
Diampunkan dosa orang-orang yang beriman yang mengerjakan solat Tarawih, serta dosa-dosa kedua ibubapanya.
3. Kelebihan Solat Tarawih Malam Ketiga
Para malaikat di bawah ‘Arasy menyeru kepada manusia yang mengerjakan solat Tarawih itu agar meneruskan solatnya pada malam-malam yang lain, semoga Allah akan mengampunkan dosa-dosa mereka.
4. Kelebihan Solat Tarawih Malam Keempat
Orang-orang yang mengerjakan solat Tarawih akan memperolehi pahala sebagaimana pahala yang diperolehi oleh orang-orang yang membaca kitab-kitab Taurat, Zabur, Injil dan Al-Quran.
5. Kelebihan Solat Tarawih Malam Kelima
Allah SWT akan mengurniakan pahala seumpama pahala orang-orang yang mengerjakan sembahyang di Masjidil Haram, Masjidil Madinah dan Masjidil Aqsa.
6. Kelebihan Solat Tarawih Malam Keenam
Allah S.W.T akan mengurniakan kepadanya pahala seumpama pahala malaikat-malaikat yang bertawaf di Baitul Makmur serta setiap batu dan tanah berdoa untuk keampunan orang-orang yang mengerjakan tarawih malam itu.
7. Kelebihan Solat Tarawih Malam Ketujuh
Seolah-olah ia dapat bertemu dengan Nabi Musa a.s serta menolong Nabi itu menentang musuhnya Fir’aun dan Hamman.
8. Kelebihan Solat Tarawih Malam Kelapan
Allah S.W.T mengurniakan pahala orang yang bersolat tarawih sebagaimana pahala yang dikurniakan kepada Nabi Ibrahim a.s.
9. Kelebihan Solat Tarawih Malam Kesembilan
Allah S.W.T akan mengurniakan pahala dan dinaikkan mutu ibadat hamba-Nya seperti Nabi Muhammad s.a.w.
10. Kelebihan Solat Tarawih Malam Kesepuluh
Allah SWT mengurniakan kepadanya kebaikan dunia dan akhirat.
11. Kelebihan Solat Tarawih Malam Kesebelas
Ia meninggal dunia di dalam keadaan bersih dari dosa seperti baru dilahirkan.
12. Kelebihan Solat Tarawih Malam Keduabelas
Ia akan dibangkitkan pada hari kiamat dengan muka yang bercahaya-cahaya.
13. Kelebihan Solat Tarawih Malam Ketigabelas
Ia akan datang pada hari kiamat di dalam keadaan aman sentosa dari sebarang kejahatan dan keburukan.
14. Kelebihan Solat Tarawih Malam Keempatbelas
Malaikat-malaikat akan datang menyaksikan mereka bersolat Tarawih serta Allah S.W.T. tidak akan menyesatkan mereka.
15. Kelebihan Solat Tarawih Malam Kelimabelas
Semua malaikat yang memikul ‘Arasy dan Kursi akan berselawat dan mendoakannya supaya Allah mengampunkannya.
16. Kelebihan Solat Tarawih Malam Keenambelas
Allah S.W.T. menuliskan baginya dari kalangan mereka yang terlepas dari api neraka dan dimasukkan ke dalam syurga.
17. Kelebihan Solat Tarawih Malam Ketujuhbelas
Allah S.W.T menuliskan baginya pahala pada malam ini sebanyak pahala Nabi-Nabi.
18. Kelebihan Solat Tarawih Malam Kelapanbelas
Malaikat akan menyeru: Wahai hamba Allah sesungguhnya Allah telah redha denganmu dan dengan kedua ibu bapamu (yang masih hidup atau yang sudah mati).
19. Kelebihan Solat Tarawih Malam Kesembilanbelas
Allah S.W.T akan meninggikan darjatnya di dalam Syurga Firdaus.
20. Kelebihan Solat Tarawih Malam Keduapuluh
Allah S.W.T mengurniakan kepadanya pahala sekelian orang yang mati syahid dan orang-orang soleh.
21. Kelebihan Solat Tarawih Malam Keduapuluh satu
Allah S.W.T akan membina untuknya sebuah mahligai di dalam syurga yang diperbuat dari cahaya.
22. Kelebihan Solat Tarawih Malam Keduapuluh dua
Ia akan datang pada hari kiamat di dalam keadaan aman dari sebarang huru-hara pada hari tersebut.
23. Kelebihan Solat Tarawih Malam Keduapuluh tiga
Allah S.W.T akan membina untuknya sebuah bandar di dalam syurga daripada cahaya.
24. Kelebihan Solat Tarawih Malam Keduapuluh empat
Allah S.W.T akan membuka peluang untuk dua puluh tahun ibadat bagi orang-orang yang mengerjakan solat Tarawih pada malam tersebut.
25. Kelebihan Solat Tarawih Malam Keduapuluh lima
Allah S.W.T akan mengangkat seksa kubur darinya.
26. Kelebihan Solat Tarawih Malam Keduapuluh enam
Allah S.W.T akan mengurniakan pahala empat puluh tahun ibadat bagi orang-orang yang mengerjakan solat Tarawih pada malam tersebut.
27. Kelebihan Solat Tarawih Malam Keduapuluh tujuh
Allah S.W.T akan mengurniakan kepadanya kemudahan untuk melintasi titian sirat sepantas kilat.
28. Kelebihan Solat Tarawih Malam Keduapuluh lapan
Allah S.W.T akan menaikkan kedudukannya seribu darjat di akhirat.
29. Kelebihan Solat Tarawih Malam Keduapuluh sembilan
Allah S.W.T akan mengurniakan kepadanya pahala seribu haji yang mabrur.
30. Kelebihan Solat Tarawih Malam Ketigapuluh
Allah S.W.T akan memberi penghormatan kepada orang yang bertarawih pada malam terakhir dengan firman-Nya (yang bermaksud): Wahai hambaku!, makanlah segala jenis buah-buahan yang Engkau ingini untuk dimakan di dalam syurga dan mandilah kamu di dalam sungai yang bernama salsabil serta minumlah air dari telaga yang dikurniakan kepada Nabi Muhammad s.a.w. yang bernama Al-Kautsar.
RENUNG-RENUNGKAN DAN SELAMAT BERAMAL
Thursday, 4 August 2011
Monday, 4 July 2011
update and update.. non stop already.. haha
Assalamualaikum....
(xjawab dose,kalo jawap sayaaannggg) hehhe
since a long time x update belog..
ariny baru sempat nk update.. soorryyy tetangat u olls.. aww... hhehe
i acctually bzy dgn account fb bab bnyak nk update..
(padahal x bzy mna pon..)=p
finally aq leh gk wt page sndiri..thenn...
aq ltak la nma page aq 2 dgn nma hot gitu
"Hang buat elok sikit!! aq taboh satgi satu pa pon tak boleyh"
haaa... howt x page aq..
aq pon ltak la p.p(profile picture) page aq 2 gdn gmbaq niyy...
haaaaaaaaaaa!! comee dope.. hehe.. jeles lettew..
aq da lama da tingin nk wt page sndiri tp aq xtaw nk wt..
sampai larh one dayz aq trpkir nk tgok cara2 nk wt dy kt youtube..
haaaa........ start 2 laa aq taw...
haaa... dah2 ttup cita pasai page aq yg "tah papew" bak kata owg keyy Ell..
hahaha...
aq ckop suka la 1 gambaq niy...
nak tgok ker??
awwwwwwchaaakkkkkkkkkk!!!!.. jap2..
niy ha.. bwh niyy...
haaa.. chomell kn ank aqu..
hahaha.. ala2 kacukan gitu..
mklomlah aq pon kacukan china jelutong n melayu bukit raya...
hahaha!! bab perahsantan boleyh kt aqu...
gila chomel beby aq kt ats uh.. haha..
hope larh t da kawen aq ad ank yg lbeh chomel dri niy..
tp aq kna kwen ngn mat saleh lar...
tang mna aq nk p kutip mat saleh x taw.. huhu..
kita rehat sebentar bersama. . . . . . . .
cooonntooozzzz... hahahahahha..
comey dowh.. sapa nk ngaku ank dy sila angkt tngn mcm saya(ala2 usop wilcha)
aq nk tnya gk cena eh nk tukaq background blog tp nk boh yg kta pnya bckground??
ha ha hampa taw dak.. tolong gtaw kmi sama..
kmi xpndai belog2 niy..
huuhh... aq da xda idea dah nk "toreh2" kt belog niy..
kalo ad kekurangan kt blog aq niy hmpa tlg la gtaw..
t a p i..!! kalo hmpa nk ktuk aq pnya blog,,smpan sja sgla
mki hamun 2 dalam dri hmpa noh.. aku xmo dgaq.. wt sakit aty aq jha!!
aq ny hnya insan biasa,slah & slap aq hmpa tlg pebetoi sad noh..
salam ukhwah dripada aq n slamat bramal..
ADIOS AMIGOS
Peace No War BABE!!
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(xjawab dose,kalo jawap sayaaannggg) hehhe
since a long time x update belog..
ariny baru sempat nk update.. soorryyy tetangat u olls.. aww... hhehe
i acctually bzy dgn account fb bab bnyak nk update..
(padahal x bzy mna pon..)=p
finally aq leh gk wt page sndiri..thenn...
aq ltak la nma page aq 2 dgn nma hot gitu
"Hang buat elok sikit!! aq taboh satgi satu pa pon tak boleyh"
haaa... howt x page aq..
aq pon ltak la p.p(profile picture) page aq 2 gdn gmbaq niyy...
haaaaaaaaaaa!! comee dope.. hehe.. jeles lettew..
aq da lama da tingin nk wt page sndiri tp aq xtaw nk wt..
sampai larh one dayz aq trpkir nk tgok cara2 nk wt dy kt youtube..
haaaa........ start 2 laa aq taw...
haaa... dah2 ttup cita pasai page aq yg "tah papew" bak kata owg keyy Ell..
hahaha...
aq ckop suka la 1 gambaq niy...
nak tgok ker??
awwwwwwchaaakkkkkkkkkk!!!!.. jap2..
niy ha.. bwh niyy...
haaa.. chomell kn ank aqu..
hahaha.. ala2 kacukan gitu..
mklomlah aq pon kacukan china jelutong n melayu bukit raya...
hahaha!! bab perahsantan boleyh kt aqu...
gila chomel beby aq kt ats uh.. haha..
hope larh t da kawen aq ad ank yg lbeh chomel dri niy..
tp aq kna kwen ngn mat saleh lar...
tang mna aq nk p kutip mat saleh x taw.. huhu..
kita rehat sebentar bersama. . . . . . . .
cooonntooozzzz... hahahahahha..
comey dowh.. sapa nk ngaku ank dy sila angkt tngn mcm saya(ala2 usop wilcha)
aq nk tnya gk cena eh nk tukaq background blog tp nk boh yg kta pnya bckground??
ha ha hampa taw dak.. tolong gtaw kmi sama..
kmi xpndai belog2 niy..
huuhh... aq da xda idea dah nk "toreh2" kt belog niy..
kalo ad kekurangan kt blog aq niy hmpa tlg la gtaw..
t a p i..!! kalo hmpa nk ktuk aq pnya blog,,smpan sja sgla
mki hamun 2 dalam dri hmpa noh.. aku xmo dgaq.. wt sakit aty aq jha!!
aq ny hnya insan biasa,slah & slap aq hmpa tlg pebetoi sad noh..
salam ukhwah dripada aq n slamat bramal..
ADIOS AMIGOS
Peace No War BABE!!
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blackrosemania owner
Monday, 6 June 2011
nenek oh nenek!!!
Seorang gadis menjadi pelacur tetapi tidak mahu neneknya tahu.
Satu hari satu gerombolan pelacur ditangkap termasuklah gadis itu.
Polis meminta pelacur-pelacur itu membuat satu garisan lurus. Semua beratur.
Tiba-tiba muncul nenek tua kepada gadis itu jalan bongkok-bongkok dan setelah
melihat cucunya berbaris dia bertanya: "Kenapa kamu berbaris di sini?"
Cucu pula untuk menghalang neneknya tahu cerita sebenar telah berbohong dengan
mengatakan ada dermawan akan menderma buah orange dan sebab itulah beliau berbaris.
Nenek beredar pergi. Di pertengahan jalan dia teringatkan cucu-cucunya yang lain yang
mungkin mengharapkan beliau membawa pulang buah-buahan.
Lalu dia pun turut berbaris tanpa diketahui oleh cucunya.Dia berbaris di belakang.
Seorang anggota polis mengambil kenyataan-kenyataan dari gadis yang sedang berbaris itu.
Apabila dia sampai untuk giliran mendapatkan kenyataan orang terakhir, dia terkejut kerana tercegat seorang nenek yang jalan pun bongkok-bongkok macam tiada kudrat.
Dia tercengang lalu tertanya: "Kamu tua, bagaimana kamu lakukannya?"
Si nenek (menyangka soalan itu ditanya tentang bagaimana dia boleh makan orange itu) menjawab:
"Oh senang je. Aku hanya cabut gigi palsu dan mula sedut sampai airnya kering.''
Satu hari satu gerombolan pelacur ditangkap termasuklah gadis itu.
Polis meminta pelacur-pelacur itu membuat satu garisan lurus. Semua beratur.
Tiba-tiba muncul nenek tua kepada gadis itu jalan bongkok-bongkok dan setelah
melihat cucunya berbaris dia bertanya: "Kenapa kamu berbaris di sini?"
Cucu pula untuk menghalang neneknya tahu cerita sebenar telah berbohong dengan
mengatakan ada dermawan akan menderma buah orange dan sebab itulah beliau berbaris.
Nenek beredar pergi. Di pertengahan jalan dia teringatkan cucu-cucunya yang lain yang
mungkin mengharapkan beliau membawa pulang buah-buahan.
Lalu dia pun turut berbaris tanpa diketahui oleh cucunya.Dia berbaris di belakang.
Seorang anggota polis mengambil kenyataan-kenyataan dari gadis yang sedang berbaris itu.
Apabila dia sampai untuk giliran mendapatkan kenyataan orang terakhir, dia terkejut kerana tercegat seorang nenek yang jalan pun bongkok-bongkok macam tiada kudrat.
Dia tercengang lalu tertanya: "Kamu tua, bagaimana kamu lakukannya?"
Si nenek (menyangka soalan itu ditanya tentang bagaimana dia boleh makan orange itu) menjawab:
"Oh senang je. Aku hanya cabut gigi palsu dan mula sedut sampai airnya kering.''
kisah lawak bakal bapa..
Kemudian keluar nurse dan memberitahu kepada ayah pertama, "Tahniah, kamu sekarang telah menjadi ayah kepada kembar dua!"
"Mungkin satu kebetulan" kata ayah pertama. " Saya bekerja di Twin Star Enterprised"
Kemudian keluar pula nurse lain dan memberitahu kepada ayah kedua, "Tahniah! awak mendapat anak kembar tiga!"
"Wooow!, mungkin satu kebetulan" jawab ayah kedua."Saya kerja di 3M Corporation"
Keluar pulak nurse lain dan memberitahu ayah ke ketiga,"Congratulation! isteri you dapat kembar empat,"
"Alhamdulillah! Mungkin juga satu kebetulan". Saya kerja di Four Season Hotel!"
Pada masa ini ayah yang ke empat kelihatan amat tidak menentu dan gelisah.
Kesemua ayah-ayah yang menunggu pun bertanya, "kenapa risau sangat??"
Jawab ayah keempat,"Saya bekerja di Seven-eleven""
Thursday, 19 May 2011
don't be sad reading this
P/s : I've made up my mind to repost since everyone's been requesting for it. Feel free to read. And to all haters out there, you can freely click the red [x] button on the right top of your page. Al-Fatihah to arwah AMIRUL AIMAN ..
"You started to change before you died. I don't know what else to say than to express our convo in my blog.
10th of May 2010
I just got home from school and I received two text messages from you. I ignored them and went bathing. After taking my bath, I watched tv for awhile and I realized that I haven't replied your messages so I quickly went to my room to take my cell. I received another 2 messages from you so equally, I received 4 messages from you.
You : B?
You : B? Mana b?
You : Reply la :(
You : B? Mana b? Knapa lambat sangat balik?
I was seriously waaay too scared if he might be scolding me for not replying his messages for quite awhile. So I quickly messaged him, to not make him worry about me.
Me : Sayang? Sorry tak reply td. I balik sekolah terus mandi td. Then I tgk tv terlupa msg you. Sorry? You marah ke?
You : Oh okay okay. Tak, I tak marah. Tp jangan buat I risau k bie?
Me : Okay okay, sayang. I'm sorry.
You : Tkpe, mwa mwa hehe. B dekat mana ni?
Me : Dekat rumah. Lepasni nak pergi makan dgn mak. You?
You : Ala, nak makan dekat mana? Jumpa lah I b :( I dkt cabin. Bosan.
Me : I LAPAR!
You : Makan dgn I k bie?
Me : I want to but mak suruh teman dia lah syg.
You : Okay okay, I main badminton dgn budak budak lah.
Me : Okay, take care busuk.
You : Mana ada busuk. B ah buchuk macham. Kalau balik awal, dtg rumah I :(
Me : Eh sejak bila jd rempit? Okay, tgk lah dulu.
You : Takda tgk tgk, kena jugak.
Me : Ye yeeee.
You : Alaaaaa.
Me : Huh?
You : B marah :(
Me : Eh tkda ah, karut je.
You : Hm okay.
Me : Aiyk?
You : Dtg!
Me : InsyaAllah, kalau sempat. Kalau tak, jumpa malam k syg?
You : Okay b. B, I nak main badminton jap?
Me : Okay okay, bye. Love you. Take care, dear. See you.
You : Okay, love you so much. Take care too. Miss you love you. See you too, b. Jmpa I jugak harini, tak kira :(
Me : Okay syg, don't want that sad face.
You : Okay Okay :D Dah
Me : Main happy lagi, k bye muah.
You : Mwa, love you.
But then, I didn't manage to come and meet him in the evening. So I did meet him at night (The last night we spent our time together). So my mum sent me to his condo at 8 something. But he wasn't there then I messaged him.
Me : Mana you? I kt cabin dah.
You : Jap. I tgh siap nak turun b.
After a few minutes, my friends came and sit in a table with me. And we talked and laughed waay too much. And after a few minutes later then, he came but yeah, I know he wouldn't come to me first. So he went to cafe to buy cigarettes if I'm not mistaken. After that, you came to me and sit beside me. Then my friends seemed curious when they looked at arwah.
Alyn : Man, asal muka kau lain do?
Bay : Aah doh!
You : Mana ada lain lah. You, muka I lain ke?
Me : Ntah, mcm sama je kot haha. Lain ke dia, Eryn?
Eryn : Aku rasa sama je.
Fine then. When we got bored, we went to the badminton court to play badminton. And yeahs, I was the one who took the racquet and you asked me to put it back because you wanna spend your time with me at that night.
You : B, takyah lah main. Dduk sini dgn I.
Me : Ala kjap je lah.
You : Mhm, okay.
When I was playing the badminton, you can't stop staring at me while smiling. Everytime I looked at you, you were staring at me and smiling. And after a few minutes, I sat beside you and hold your right hand.
Me : You, knapa you lain harini?
You : Mana ada I lain lah b. I sama je.
Me : Okay okay.
Then after 10 minutes kot, Nisha asked me to accompany her to the lobby. And I said okay. But you refused to let me go. Then I told you that it takes only 5 minutes. Then you said k. When I came back to the court, you were playing the badminton with Icantrecallwho. When I entered the court, as most of the people know that the door sounds annoying and when I opened it, everyone will look at me and you shouted 'B!'. And I said 'Oh hai' with a very weird face. I was just making an annoying face like that hehe.
And at 10.30pm, he took me to in front of the court.
You : *Holding my face. B, pandang I.
Me : *Staring in his eyes.
You : Ingat ni smpai bila bila. I sayang you sgt sgt. Ingat ni! Sayang sgt sgt.
Me : I pun sayang you sgt sgt *Small laughs.
You : I sayang b sgt sgt. Jgn tinggalkan I?
Me : Knpa you ckp mcmtu syg?
You : Oh tak, just jangan tinggalkan I. K?
Me : Ye lah, I dah promise kan dulu? Knpa you lain ni?
You : Mana ada I lain lah syg. I sama je.
After a few minutes then, my mom called and asked me to go home. Then,
Me : You!
You : Haaaaa
Me : Nak I balik pukul brapa?
You : Ala tak boleh balik, kena dduk dengan I.
Me : Betul betul boleh tak?
You : Betul lah. Ala jangan lah balik :(
Me : Mengada eehhh. *On the phone, Ma, ambik lagi 10 minutes lah.
Mak : Okayy.
After 10 minutes later, mum messaged telling that she has already at the guard house. Then I told arwah, he quickly take my both hands and say
You : B, ingat apa I pesan dkt you td smpai bila bila tau.
Me : Okay okay, I promise lah you. Pinky swear? Hahaha.
You : Hehe pinky swear. *Kiss
Me : Babaii.
You : Babai, I love you so much. Take care.
Me : Love you too, and you too.
You : K bie.
Then I ran to mum's car and suddenly you shouted 'YAYA, I LOVE YOU!'. Then I shouted back 'I LOVE YOU TOO MUAH MUAH'. That was the last time I heard your voice, till now I'm still wanting and needing to hear your voice again, and all over again. But I know I can't. I hope you're in peace and surely, in a better and the best place.
When I was in my car, I could see the badminton court and you were there, flying kisses to me. That's so sweet of you. And that was the last time I saw your face, your smile, and your everything. When I reached home, you messaged me.
You : B?
Me : Eh hi. Cepatnya.
You : I rindu b.
Me : Alolo rindu you jugak sayang.
You : Tgh buat apa?
Me : Tkda buat apa apa. You?
You : Sama lah, lapar.
Me : Pergi lah makan.
You : Nak pergi makan dengan Alfiq jap boleh?
Me : Oh okay, pergi lah. Take care.
You : K, jap. Nak siap.
*I didn't reply. Then,
You : B?
Me : Yes?
You : Nape tak reply?
Me : Lah, ckp nak siap.
You : Okay okay, I dah nak pergi makan tau.
Me : Okay. Take care k.
You : Okay. B, nak drive jap. Japg I msg balik.
Me : Alright, elok elok.
After a few minutes,
You : B?
Me : Yo.
You : B jgn tinggalkan I?
Me : Sayang, knpa dgn you ni?
You : Tak, I takut b tinggalkan I.
Me : Mana ada lah :'(
You : Alolo sorry sorry, dah dah.
Me : Jgn ckp mcmtu lg k?
You : Okay okay, b I nak b ingat ni smpai bila bila. I sayang b sgt sgt. Ingat ni!
Me : Okay sayang, I pun sayang you. Lg lebih!
Then you didn't reply my message. I was kinda curious, but I don't know why that night I didn't feel like calling you. I did asked my sister, where are you, why don't you reply my text and so on. My sister asked me to call you but I just don't know why I didn't make the things that I used to do, which is trying to reach you and message you till you replied mine. I didn't want to bother you lepak with your friends, maybe.
So I fall asleep while waiting for you. I managed to sleep only for a few minutes. Then, Nisa called me. I didn't hear her calls at first. But then, my sister woke me up telling that there's someone calling me. I answered her call and I was waaay 'mamai' that time.
Me : Hello?
Nisa : Ya? Yaya okay tak?
Me : Okay je, kenapa?
Nisa : Ya, Aiman dah takda Ya.
Me : Huh?
Nisa : Ya, Aiman dah takda Ya. Wake up, Ya. Wake up!
Me : Jangan mengarut lah Nisa. *I end the call.
Right after I end up Nisa's call. Amar (Eryn's boyfriend) called me,
Amar : Hello Ya.
Me : Ha, ada apa?
Amar : Wei, aku dkt gate kecik Emerald ni.
Me : Ha, asal?
Amar : Wei Ya, Aiman kau dah takda au. Dia accident.
Me : Weii, betul betul lah.
Amar : Betul lah. Kau nak datang tak? Aku amik kau.
Me : Aaa, takpa ah. Bye *End
Then I quickly told both my parents that Aiman has already became arwah. My dad asked me to go take my wudhuk and pray all the best for arwah. So I quickly go and give Yassin to arwah. I repeat the surah, loads of times non-stop. There were loads of friends calling and messaging me but I managed to answer only some of them because I didn't know what to say. My mind was blank and all I thought that moment was, only ARWAH.
And the saddest phone call I received on that morning was from Hazmie. He cried when he was on the phone with me. We didn't get to say anything than crying out loud. I couldn't stop crying and Hazmie told me to be strong. I didn't say anything, I couldn't stop crying. Oh god, I can't believe I'm crying right now. Hazmie, thanks so much for the supports k. Sayang kau!
After half an hour later, my dad asked me to go to the hospital with him. My mum dad and my sister followed to the hospital. When we've arrived there, the first person I saw, was Kak Aisyah (Aiman's eldest sister). She came to me and hugged me waaay too tight! And both of us couldn't stop crying. After that, I hugged Aiman's mom. She was crying too but I can't believe that she was waay too strong accepting the fact that her son was not here anymore.
I met some of my friends there, all I can say is I couldn't stop crying. My eyes looked like asdfghjkl I don't know what to say. At the hospital, I didn't stop giving Aiman non-stop Yassin. Then, after half an hour later, someone shouted 'Amirul?'. Everyone stood up and quickly go to the 'forensik''s room.
And the only 'thing' we saw was, Allahyarham Amirul Aiman's body, right in front of our eyes. I cried out loud. And it was the last time I hold his face. He was so cold. And he looked different. There was a scar on his head. It was because the BANG he had in the accident. I don't know how to say this, my mind was so blank that time and I don't believe that I cried waay too bad that time."
"You started to change before you died. I don't know what else to say than to express our convo in my blog.
10th of May 2010
I just got home from school and I received two text messages from you. I ignored them and went bathing. After taking my bath, I watched tv for awhile and I realized that I haven't replied your messages so I quickly went to my room to take my cell. I received another 2 messages from you so equally, I received 4 messages from you.
You : B?
You : B? Mana b?
You : Reply la :(
You : B? Mana b? Knapa lambat sangat balik?
I was seriously waaay too scared if he might be scolding me for not replying his messages for quite awhile. So I quickly messaged him, to not make him worry about me.
Me : Sayang? Sorry tak reply td. I balik sekolah terus mandi td. Then I tgk tv terlupa msg you. Sorry? You marah ke?
You : Oh okay okay. Tak, I tak marah. Tp jangan buat I risau k bie?
Me : Okay okay, sayang. I'm sorry.
You : Tkpe, mwa mwa hehe. B dekat mana ni?
Me : Dekat rumah. Lepasni nak pergi makan dgn mak. You?
You : Ala, nak makan dekat mana? Jumpa lah I b :( I dkt cabin. Bosan.
Me : I LAPAR!
You : Makan dgn I k bie?
Me : I want to but mak suruh teman dia lah syg.
You : Okay okay, I main badminton dgn budak budak lah.
Me : Okay, take care busuk.
You : Mana ada busuk. B ah buchuk macham. Kalau balik awal, dtg rumah I :(
Me : Eh sejak bila jd rempit? Okay, tgk lah dulu.
You : Takda tgk tgk, kena jugak.
Me : Ye yeeee.
You : Alaaaaa.
Me : Huh?
You : B marah :(
Me : Eh tkda ah, karut je.
You : Hm okay.
Me : Aiyk?
You : Dtg!
Me : InsyaAllah, kalau sempat. Kalau tak, jumpa malam k syg?
You : Okay b. B, I nak main badminton jap?
Me : Okay okay, bye. Love you. Take care, dear. See you.
You : Okay, love you so much. Take care too. Miss you love you. See you too, b. Jmpa I jugak harini, tak kira :(
Me : Okay syg, don't want that sad face.
You : Okay Okay :D Dah
Me : Main happy lagi, k bye muah.
You : Mwa, love you.
But then, I didn't manage to come and meet him in the evening. So I did meet him at night (The last night we spent our time together). So my mum sent me to his condo at 8 something. But he wasn't there then I messaged him.
Me : Mana you? I kt cabin dah.
You : Jap. I tgh siap nak turun b.
After a few minutes, my friends came and sit in a table with me. And we talked and laughed waay too much. And after a few minutes later then, he came but yeah, I know he wouldn't come to me first. So he went to cafe to buy cigarettes if I'm not mistaken. After that, you came to me and sit beside me. Then my friends seemed curious when they looked at arwah.
Alyn : Man, asal muka kau lain do?
Bay : Aah doh!
You : Mana ada lain lah. You, muka I lain ke?
Me : Ntah, mcm sama je kot haha. Lain ke dia, Eryn?
Eryn : Aku rasa sama je.
Fine then. When we got bored, we went to the badminton court to play badminton. And yeahs, I was the one who took the racquet and you asked me to put it back because you wanna spend your time with me at that night.
You : B, takyah lah main. Dduk sini dgn I.
Me : Ala kjap je lah.
You : Mhm, okay.
When I was playing the badminton, you can't stop staring at me while smiling. Everytime I looked at you, you were staring at me and smiling. And after a few minutes, I sat beside you and hold your right hand.
Me : You, knapa you lain harini?
You : Mana ada I lain lah b. I sama je.
Me : Okay okay.
Then after 10 minutes kot, Nisha asked me to accompany her to the lobby. And I said okay. But you refused to let me go. Then I told you that it takes only 5 minutes. Then you said k. When I came back to the court, you were playing the badminton with Icantrecallwho. When I entered the court, as most of the people know that the door sounds annoying and when I opened it, everyone will look at me and you shouted 'B!'. And I said 'Oh hai' with a very weird face. I was just making an annoying face like that hehe.
And at 10.30pm, he took me to in front of the court.
You : *Holding my face. B, pandang I.
Me : *Staring in his eyes.
You : Ingat ni smpai bila bila. I sayang you sgt sgt. Ingat ni! Sayang sgt sgt.
Me : I pun sayang you sgt sgt *Small laughs.
You : I sayang b sgt sgt. Jgn tinggalkan I?
Me : Knpa you ckp mcmtu syg?
You : Oh tak, just jangan tinggalkan I. K?
Me : Ye lah, I dah promise kan dulu? Knpa you lain ni?
You : Mana ada I lain lah syg. I sama je.
After a few minutes then, my mom called and asked me to go home. Then,
Me : You!
You : Haaaaa
Me : Nak I balik pukul brapa?
You : Ala tak boleh balik, kena dduk dengan I.
Me : Betul betul boleh tak?
You : Betul lah. Ala jangan lah balik :(
Me : Mengada eehhh. *On the phone, Ma, ambik lagi 10 minutes lah.
Mak : Okayy.
After 10 minutes later, mum messaged telling that she has already at the guard house. Then I told arwah, he quickly take my both hands and say
You : B, ingat apa I pesan dkt you td smpai bila bila tau.
Me : Okay okay, I promise lah you. Pinky swear? Hahaha.
You : Hehe pinky swear. *Kiss
Me : Babaii.
You : Babai, I love you so much. Take care.
Me : Love you too, and you too.
You : K bie.
Then I ran to mum's car and suddenly you shouted 'YAYA, I LOVE YOU!'. Then I shouted back 'I LOVE YOU TOO MUAH MUAH'. That was the last time I heard your voice, till now I'm still wanting and needing to hear your voice again, and all over again. But I know I can't. I hope you're in peace and surely, in a better and the best place.
When I was in my car, I could see the badminton court and you were there, flying kisses to me. That's so sweet of you. And that was the last time I saw your face, your smile, and your everything. When I reached home, you messaged me.
You : B?
Me : Eh hi. Cepatnya.
You : I rindu b.
Me : Alolo rindu you jugak sayang.
You : Tgh buat apa?
Me : Tkda buat apa apa. You?
You : Sama lah, lapar.
Me : Pergi lah makan.
You : Nak pergi makan dengan Alfiq jap boleh?
Me : Oh okay, pergi lah. Take care.
You : K, jap. Nak siap.
*I didn't reply. Then,
You : B?
Me : Yes?
You : Nape tak reply?
Me : Lah, ckp nak siap.
You : Okay okay, I dah nak pergi makan tau.
Me : Okay. Take care k.
You : Okay. B, nak drive jap. Japg I msg balik.
Me : Alright, elok elok.
After a few minutes,
You : B?
Me : Yo.
You : B jgn tinggalkan I?
Me : Sayang, knpa dgn you ni?
You : Tak, I takut b tinggalkan I.
Me : Mana ada lah :'(
You : Alolo sorry sorry, dah dah.
Me : Jgn ckp mcmtu lg k?
You : Okay okay, b I nak b ingat ni smpai bila bila. I sayang b sgt sgt. Ingat ni!
Me : Okay sayang, I pun sayang you. Lg lebih!
Then you didn't reply my message. I was kinda curious, but I don't know why that night I didn't feel like calling you. I did asked my sister, where are you, why don't you reply my text and so on. My sister asked me to call you but I just don't know why I didn't make the things that I used to do, which is trying to reach you and message you till you replied mine. I didn't want to bother you lepak with your friends, maybe.
So I fall asleep while waiting for you. I managed to sleep only for a few minutes. Then, Nisa called me. I didn't hear her calls at first. But then, my sister woke me up telling that there's someone calling me. I answered her call and I was waaay 'mamai' that time.
Me : Hello?
Nisa : Ya? Yaya okay tak?
Me : Okay je, kenapa?
Nisa : Ya, Aiman dah takda Ya.
Me : Huh?
Nisa : Ya, Aiman dah takda Ya. Wake up, Ya. Wake up!
Me : Jangan mengarut lah Nisa. *I end the call.
Right after I end up Nisa's call. Amar (Eryn's boyfriend) called me,
Amar : Hello Ya.
Me : Ha, ada apa?
Amar : Wei, aku dkt gate kecik Emerald ni.
Me : Ha, asal?
Amar : Wei Ya, Aiman kau dah takda au. Dia accident.
Me : Weii, betul betul lah.
Amar : Betul lah. Kau nak datang tak? Aku amik kau.
Me : Aaa, takpa ah. Bye *End
Then I quickly told both my parents that Aiman has already became arwah. My dad asked me to go take my wudhuk and pray all the best for arwah. So I quickly go and give Yassin to arwah. I repeat the surah, loads of times non-stop. There were loads of friends calling and messaging me but I managed to answer only some of them because I didn't know what to say. My mind was blank and all I thought that moment was, only ARWAH.
And the saddest phone call I received on that morning was from Hazmie. He cried when he was on the phone with me. We didn't get to say anything than crying out loud. I couldn't stop crying and Hazmie told me to be strong. I didn't say anything, I couldn't stop crying. Oh god, I can't believe I'm crying right now. Hazmie, thanks so much for the supports k. Sayang kau!
After half an hour later, my dad asked me to go to the hospital with him. My mum dad and my sister followed to the hospital. When we've arrived there, the first person I saw, was Kak Aisyah (Aiman's eldest sister). She came to me and hugged me waaay too tight! And both of us couldn't stop crying. After that, I hugged Aiman's mom. She was crying too but I can't believe that she was waay too strong accepting the fact that her son was not here anymore.
I met some of my friends there, all I can say is I couldn't stop crying. My eyes looked like asdfghjkl I don't know what to say. At the hospital, I didn't stop giving Aiman non-stop Yassin. Then, after half an hour later, someone shouted 'Amirul?'. Everyone stood up and quickly go to the 'forensik''s room.
And the only 'thing' we saw was, Allahyarham Amirul Aiman's body, right in front of our eyes. I cried out loud. And it was the last time I hold his face. He was so cold. And he looked different. There was a scar on his head. It was because the BANG he had in the accident. I don't know how to say this, my mind was so blank that time and I don't believe that I cried waay too bad that time."
Be strong kak yaya ♥
sorry ,this story is about kak yaya and her late boyfie . .
this is she new boyfie imran halimi zulfaa'ta...hope they will happy together..
Saturday, 9 April 2011
my truly BFF.. sayang kamoo Darl...
aqu sayang gler2 vavi la at dy..
nama dy nur azhanni mohd azmi..
nama famous dy Deqyunk.. manjew uh..
hehehee.. sayangnyer kt ko darl...
wait!wait!wait!!
aqu bukanny lesbian dowh...
baca tajuk arr... hehe...
BfF dowh...
haaaa.... 2 ha... tat atas uw... gmbar dy lar 2... tomeyy kan......
kitorang niy memang comeyy..... hehe... nk gk aqu pon...
time niy kitorang hang out... niyy kt tmpat bowling CP a.k.a City Plaza larr....
gmbaq aqu time niyy aqu x amik..malaz nk capture b'coz asyik xjadik jew aq capture..
heheheheheeh...
walaupun aq bnyk kali gadoh ngan dy tp lam aty aqu seriusly aq syg dy..
dy ja satu2nya kwan yg memang pham gler arr isi hati aqu...
aqu akui larr aqu memang bnyak wt salah kt dy...
huwaaa!!! awk..shayer mtak maap...
kita jgn gadoh2 g kay?? hehehe....
haaaaaa...... tgok second picture.... dua dara pingitan yg tomeyy... hehehehehehe
huhu.... tomeyy kan... aqu da ckap da...
korunk xcyer... niyy aqu ngn member aqu...
time niyy baru blik knduri,so kita capture la dluw..
hehehehehe....
awaaakkkkkkkk!!!!!!
sya xnk da gadoh2 nan awk....
titew shayang awk.... (^_^)
hope kita akan jdi bestprenn slamanya.... walau awk jahat mna skalipon... awk ttap kwan sy...
and sy ttap syang awk....
huhuhuh...... layan perasaan.......
k.lah... ckup2 lah 2 yerk....
peace no war yow (^_^)V
Adios Amigo's
Friday, 8 April 2011
aqu punyer citer dow
assalamualaikum...
haaa... aqu kembali... niyy aqu nk citer pasal dri aq..
urmmm... aq niyy simple jep orgny..
aq niyy pling anti dgn org yg gedix..
aq meluat ya amat larh...
aq niyy caring owgnyer...
xcayer???
g larh tnya member aqu.. 2pon kalo korunk knal la.. hahaha
kelebihan aq, aq leyy wt ssiap jew gelak terbahak2
kalo duduk smbang ngan aqu lar...
hahaha... perasan tol kan...
aqu niyy jeniz yg open minded..
member aqu ckap aq niyy terlebih mesra rakyat gitu..
nk taw apa sebabnya. . . .
sbab aq niyy kalo jmpak sapa jew xksah la
mkcik kew,tokwan kew ap kew aq akan snyum or kim salam
niyy bkn pew nk promote diri niyy.. hahahaaha..
aqu niyy suka berkawan.. soo... berkawan la ngn aqu eh..
aqu niyy pling x suka dikongkong..
aqu niyy bukanla cantik mcm madonna..
cukup2 makan jep...
aq xkesah owg nk ckp ap pon kt aq...
yg penting aqu xpenah kaco idop ko.. haha..
ni haa gmbar aqu...
aq heppy dgn khidupan aqu..
tmbah2 sjak aq dpat ank buah niy kn. . .
best oOW.. huhu..
ank buah aq nama nur dania qisstina..
nama 2 mama aqu and kakak aqu la yg gabungkan..
yg mama aqu niyy nk letak nama alisya QISSTINA
akak aqu sowg niyy nk letak nur DANIA shawani..
hasil gbungan kedua ank branak niyy jadila nur dania qisstina..
smbang pnye pnjang luper nk habaQ...
aqu niyy bqu 17thun..(tp 20/11 niyy bwu ckup umur.. shyy!!jgn gtaw owg)
hakhakhak!!
taon niyy aq nk amik spM, kalo x llus,mampos la aqu kena dgn big boss..
hopeaq berjaya dlam spm.. huwaaa!!!
1 lg.. nama aq xla glamour mcm owg len...
nama aqu nur maizatul akmar bt ab hamid...
huh!! pnat citer..
kita rehat smbil mnum teh lipton dlu yep...
hehehe
peace no war babe (^_^)V
Adios Amigo's <3 <3 <3
haaa... aqu kembali... niyy aqu nk citer pasal dri aq..
urmmm... aq niyy simple jep orgny..
aq niyy pling anti dgn org yg gedix..
aq meluat ya amat larh...
aq niyy caring owgnyer...
xcayer???
g larh tnya member aqu.. 2pon kalo korunk knal la.. hahaha
kelebihan aq, aq leyy wt ssiap jew gelak terbahak2
kalo duduk smbang ngan aqu lar...
hahaha... perasan tol kan...
aqu niyy jeniz yg open minded..
member aqu ckap aq niyy terlebih mesra rakyat gitu..
nk taw apa sebabnya. . . .
sbab aq niyy kalo jmpak sapa jew xksah la
mkcik kew,tokwan kew ap kew aq akan snyum or kim salam
niyy bkn pew nk promote diri niyy.. hahahaaha..
aqu niyy suka berkawan.. soo... berkawan la ngn aqu eh..
aqu niyy pling x suka dikongkong..
aqu niyy bukanla cantik mcm madonna..
cukup2 makan jep...
aq xkesah owg nk ckp ap pon kt aq...
yg penting aqu xpenah kaco idop ko.. haha..
ni haa gmbar aqu...
aq heppy dgn khidupan aqu..
tmbah2 sjak aq dpat ank buah niy kn. . .
best oOW.. huhu..
ank buah aq nama nur dania qisstina..
nama 2 mama aqu and kakak aqu la yg gabungkan..
yg mama aqu niyy nk letak nama alisya QISSTINA
akak aqu sowg niyy nk letak nur DANIA shawani..
hasil gbungan kedua ank branak niyy jadila nur dania qisstina..
smbang pnye pnjang luper nk habaQ...
aqu niyy bqu 17thun..(tp 20/11 niyy bwu ckup umur.. shyy!!jgn gtaw owg)
hakhakhak!!
taon niyy aq nk amik spM, kalo x llus,mampos la aqu kena dgn big boss..
hopeaq berjaya dlam spm.. huwaaa!!!
1 lg.. nama aq xla glamour mcm owg len...
nama aqu nur maizatul akmar bt ab hamid...
huh!! pnat citer..
kita rehat smbil mnum teh lipton dlu yep...
hehehe
peace no war babe (^_^)V
Adios Amigo's <3 <3 <3
hye allz
this is my second new blog...
blog yg lama da trlupa password...
huh!!! cena larr aqu leyy terlupa ehh...
ermm... papehal pon hope korunk enjoy la ngan blog bawu aqu niyy..
simple jep...
hope korunk leyy bantu blog aq niy kalo ad kekurangan eh..
aqu niy seriously xpandai nk wt blog niy..
aq men redah jep.. hihi..
k lah... assalamualaikum...
peace no war babe..
adios amigo's
blog yg lama da trlupa password...
huh!!! cena larr aqu leyy terlupa ehh...
ermm... papehal pon hope korunk enjoy la ngan blog bawu aqu niyy..
simple jep...
hope korunk leyy bantu blog aq niy kalo ad kekurangan eh..
aqu niy seriously xpandai nk wt blog niy..
aq men redah jep.. hihi..
k lah... assalamualaikum...
peace no war babe..
adios amigo's
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